I wanna grow up once again!!!

89.5 percentage in 10th
85 percentage in 12th
First class in BE
Job in IT
Handful salary

Got bike to ride
Got costly mobile to check mails
Got credit and debit cards to buy anything
Got laptop to surf the nets
Got all things to lead a luxourious and comfortable life
Got all these things bcoz of MONEY!!!!
But.....
Lost my easy going character bcoz of work pressure and tension!!
Lost my sweet times with my friends!!
Lost my sweet mom's lap to sleep!!
Lost my dad's scoldings!!
Lost my sister's fights!!
Lost my peaceful life!!

Eventhough i got 24 hours in a day,

Couldnt able to spend time with my friends
Bcoz of mental and physical tiredness

Couldnt able to attend my friend's wedding
Bcoz it fell under my (unknown) client's visit day

Couldnt able to go to my sister's son 1st birthday
Bcoz that was my project delivery day

Couldnt able to meet my sweet aunty who loves me a lot and lives near my house
Bcoz i have new things to update my knowledge in weekends

Couldnt able to call my sweet ANGEL on her birthday
Bcoz that day i had a problem with my HR regarding my relieving date

Couldnt able to go to the church
Bcoz only sunday i can sleep upto 10am

I sacrificed all these things to earn a PAPER (MONEY)

I can now buy anything with it,
but not mom's love, dad's concern, sister's care, friend's affection and importantly my sleep!!!

why should i lead this mediocre life???
Only then this society accepts me!!

why should i sacrifice things for money???
Only then i can earn respect from all!!

why should i need this society to accept me and respect me???
Only then my mom and dad feel proud of me!!!

hmmm... why should they feel proud when i don ve them with me and vice versa!!!!

will this money give the pleasure i felt when,

I went to school with my friends chatting about my favourite star by walk!!
I was completely wet in rain and enjoying the nature with my best friend joel in beach!!
I got scoldings from my HOD for sleeping in the lab!!
I spent holidays and vacations at my relatives and friends!!
I know the answer from all of you reading is "NO"

but still why we are running behing this false Success and Money???

This money made me to sit alone with this laptop!!
This money made me to mail my birthday wishes to my dearest friends!!
This money made me to look for my plesant times in photos!!
This money made me to hide all my natural characters and taught me to behave differntly!!
This money changed my happy going life to a robotic life!!

i don want money,

Give back my childhood days,
Give back my school days,
Give back my college days,
Give me some sunshine!!
Give me some rain!!
Give me some peaceful life!!
Give me some time to be with my mom!!
Give me some time to be with my friends!!
Give me some time to make calls to my dears!!
And Give me some time to be a Human!!
Give me an another chance,

I wanna grow up once again!!!